Don't know if it's just my imagination or not. Earlier today I got the feeling of someone's presence right behind me(I was in a classroom, but that feeling doesn't ever typically come up during school)
10:21 PM
It has to be my imagination because I literally just started on this tulpa stuff
Don't wave it away like I did
[there, there]
... o.o
I think I waved him away and doubted way too much and now it's hard for me to not doubt and kind of bring him back :/ but uh, yeah, I should think positive o.o
hey everyone! I have a psychosis disorder (something similiar to schizophrenia but not quite) and i have a few questions about tulpas. Mainly, how out of control are they and how clear are their voices? I find the tulpa thing incredibly interesting but i fear i might get the voices back. they weren't exactly nice.
Tulpas are more like having another entity taking control of your regular thought process and utilizing it, not a new entity inserting their own separate thoughts into your mind.(edited)
I was immediatly drawn to the idea of having a tulpa but i really want to avoid reverting to hearing voices again. But apparently it's not the same at all. Maybe i can create a tulpa without triggering something worst.
10:52 PM
Thanks!
10:55 PM
no. As i said, i would describe it as telepathy. I wasn't listening to them.
I think I’m ready to start forcing tonight, I’ve been mulling over the decision for a month and a half and I feel certain it’s something I’m willing to commit to